ugly haircut. life story was terrible and un-fun to read. i really dont think its funny. but...whatever. you can continue it anyway. we'll see how it turns out. lot of people saying things i know they dont mean but it kinda hurts inside you know...hope im not like that...epic fail at orchestra. notice i didnt mention my comp grades because oh i guess everyone thinks im too cocky about it....although all im doing is being happy for myself but if thats not right....whatever. im just a positive grateful person. since when are people not allowed to exclaim with joy when they have good grades? anyways...yeah. no school tomorrow. going to julians house for OSTF(U). and uhh yeah. need to do hw which is very little...correct brice cuhs she messed up on my grade...and find a gift for bday boy. g`bye
and by the way ive learned to ignore a lot of the things people say to me. but you know..it kinda hurts. is that why im so shy and timid much? is that why im so self conscious? because im always afraid of that rejection and all those mean words? because ive been put down and "teamed up" against my whole life. and probably most of it doesnt even come from whitney...but it kinda hurts when i start to doubt if i have any friends at all... if the world wants to solve their problems, i think people need to learn to think before they speak. im not saying im necessarily a huge victim like taruc and stuff...but i know it hurts. and i think taruc is brave for showing up at school every day, knowing that hes gonna get laughed at and teased and put down for what he does. i cant even take a little of that before it gets serious. but then again. its probably because ive developed such a great fear for it. sorry guys. it just happened a lot today. by the way you have every right to call me anal for taking such a big deal over it...i dont care anymore.