yeeaaah. sooo...yeaaah. hahaha. woooow 2 posts in a row! feel privileged. XD

OMG YESTERDAY my viola teacher introduced me to this crazy nice souding violin/viola duet.

LOOK IT UP ON YOUTUBE: Handel Passacaglia. OMG SOO NICE. and then click on the one with Perlman/Zukerman. But with the old ones, cuhs they have another recording when they were young but they are a lot better as oldies. XD

haha and then my teacher was like...imma hook you up with ben (not my cousin, hes like been learning from my teacher for like 6 years and ben is like my teacher's example of uber violin skillage and what happens when you are dedicated) hahah so i was like intimidation!

um um um...oh. i won a free 6 oz frosty in brice today! WOOT ME AND VIGNESH THIRD PLACE. although vignesh couldnt factor for his lifeeee.

yeah chinese SAT II this saturday. AND LAST TIME FOR CHINESE SCHOOL TOMORROW! WOOT WOOT WOOT RAISE THE ROOF WHOOOO AFTER TOMORROW NO MORE HELL ON EARTH ON FRIDAYS WOOOTTT NO MORE CHINESE SCHOOL AFTER TOMORROW THREE MORE HOURS! haha wow if im this pepped now...what shall happen tomorrow. i just cant imagine how freaking excited ill be. im scared for tomorrows rosenberg halloween presentation. he said it was uber scary and he guaranteed itd give us chills (probably not david kim though XD )

ahaha watching to kill a mockingbird in brannen. arrgh frekaing jeremy touching me in my areasss. O.O

hahaha and apparently i can sing?

okays byes for now.

wow havent posted in a while haha as you may have seen on forum/other sources, i was uber pissed over weekend. cuhs i had to write the WHOLE blippin 7 and a half page script for my rosenberg project/ with no outside group help. and i was like so freaking stressed. but tttthaaaaank gooood i finished. haha. and now i know more than everyone else in my group. so i look more professional. XD

anyways...not much hw today. thats why im posting. did you know..omg...im like THIS close to getting the windmills down (this close being really really really really close). its just that i stab at a bone on the side instead of at the middle so i have trouble getting back to starting position. buh anyways..like you cared. XD

um um um. running out of things to say. oh yeah. 98 on alg II trig test! whoooo!

wooooooooooow. festival. was sooo freaking fun. haha. most fun ive had freshman year so far. haha fake volunteer but bragging rights. SHIVVY I COMPLETELY OWNED YOU AT PASSING OUT PAPERS. hhahaaaa. i beat her with my little health lecture and dictating little kids. XD haha and sticking papers in lockers and on people's windshields. too bad i didnt sign up for volunteer. ahh well still owned. XD haha ironman! i beat michele AND eric hanamotoo. even tho he cheated XD. omg laser tag. was freaking scaryy haha. i had to hold shinray's hand cuhs that guy kept on trying to scare us. and then kept on shooting eric hanamoto and michele. and then rock climbing was semi hard but i reached the top..eventually. moon bounce with avery LOL slam dunk contest. haha i felt so high right there. momentarily joined by shivanti and michele. and then air hockey. using ultra chinese kung fu skillage but i still lost to avery and...romel. if that's his name. and then i had to go...still..pretty funnn times mann.

and im 2nd chair viola. :O GASP GASP AHHH. i beat pauline and sayoni is first chair. o.0

yeaaah. so back form chinese skoos. JUST 3 MORE HOURS TOTAL OF CHINESE SCHOOL LEFT IN MY LIIFEE! CANST THOU BELIEVEST IT!? ITS FINALLY COME. only oncee moreeee...AND BAMM. ITS OVEERR! wow if im this excited now, how excited will i be next week -_-

yeah. so everyones at fall ball right now. have fun people. dangg. i hate these standards for dances. buh ill try my best. to convince my mama.

uhh yeah. i was working like mad on history script right now.....im like doing a lot of the work..or im starting to take a lot more charge...cant believe rosenberg gave us such short time to work on it....its due on freaking tuesday....dang.

HAH LASER TAG TOMORROW fshoooo

hrrrm. in fact, it turns out i DIDNT jack up on bio test. I GOT A 96 AGAIN! hahaha. YESSHHH! wooww. that made my day. like really. plus the fact that brannen test was easy but i didnt know the last question (freaking conditions of jem and dill if they came along to helen robinson's place). but anywayysss..still some goooood stuff. but. CHINESE SCHOOL!? NOOOOOOOOOO! that reaaaaaaaaaallllllllyyyyy sucks. bleh. 6 more hours of that type of hell, and THEN ITS CELEBRAATTEE! haha. after next week, G`BYE CHINESE. AND IM NOT GONNA MISS YOU. freaking...always ruining my fridays, disabling me from going to dances....

hahaa. due to popular demand i shall post. XD sorry. i was somewhat busy this weekend. PSAT in morning, then viola recital, then church conference. and i spent all of sunday doing church and then homeworks. so yeaah. yesterday was viola audition. i think i did pretty well...he said he 'enjoyed what i did' or something. thats nice. =)
yeah. watch showcase tomorrow! haha i wanna see bilas do his little 'screamo-guitar solo' and the guitar part is supposed to be 'godly legend' according to josh chung and brian lee. XD haha. eric hanamoto did warmup leader with me when i got ditched with my original warmup leader. yaaay eric! haha. yes. i have time actually. not that much homework today. all i need to do is read some mockingbird, bio read 7.1, and study for rosenberg 5.1 quiz. dang all you collins people. already on like chapter 7. haha go rosenberg! i calculated my grade. i have a 96.6 XD i need extra credit. kinda.

haha i got owwwnnnneddd on bio test. i already pretty much know i missed 2-3. i misinterpreted that question where she said "where do we get oxygen" so i thought it was like us as humans so i put like stomata. beh what type of answer was that. and then i totally confused pH cuhs its so weird cuhs i would think pH is concentration of H+ ions so then a higher pH equals more H+ but then its the exacttt opposite! and i got owned on that question. and then. the one about smoke. and co2 levels. wasnt thinking hard enough. and its increase i think. but even if i get 42/45, still a 93%. an A is an A. although i do lose bragging rights against jeremy. although i wont say 'I HATE YOU' to him for having a lower grade than him. haha jeremy. good old asian competition. but still. an A is an A. still a 4.0 XD

yeaah. umm. yeaaah. haha. running out of things to say. byes?
OH YEAH. whos going to festival?

wow. went to prayer meeting planning today. and i plan to go on friday. im excited! haha. erm. should be studying for rosenberg. just finished alg II trig hw so yeaah. taking a small break. oh snap i have to do gay french homework. ahh well i can bs it at the last minute thats cooool. or i could do it after done with rosenberg test. even better, hehehehe. ahhh. mann. jeremy totally corrupted me. haha dustin. he is cool. paul and julian are really cool too. mann. those guys are the coolest. haha i saw michele post her grades. good job 4.0. like me.

haha. rosenberg-like...98-100% XD
el moussa- 99%
brannen- GAH. 91%
brice- 95.8 %
perry- 95%
athletics-1 double 0

lol. haha. darned brannen. with her little harshness stuff. i gotta step it up some notches. XD

umm. anyhoo. darn. viola lessons today. teacher shall give his judgement on which excerpt i should play. hes prob gonna choose either medium or easy. g2g..

yeeupp. got a new HDTV to put in ma room like yesterday. hahaha. 22" samsung. pretty nice looking. and makes cool noises when you turn it on/off. haha i might even take a picture. anyways. mills still at the same status. but still. i will get it down. haha. erm. still need to do bio reading thingy. and yeaah. viola collab with piano preparing for recital thingy at like 5. blah. soo lazy. i dont wanna do three pages! LOL XD THATS NOTHING COMPARED TO WHAT SOME OF YOU DO. XD but im still quite lazyish anyways. mann i feel so shallow. reading people's blog.and then everyone's posts are so freaking deep. and im sitting here, talking about my new samsung HDTV...i feel like my life's a lot easier than other peoples...but when i think of it...ive tuned out a lot of my troubles. its just become a habit. i remain unphased about things that 5 years ago i wouldve been totally shaken...its not like im not hurt...its just that ive become. semi numb. i do come to think of it sometimes. and it does hurt when i do think about it. just not as much. haha im being very vague. and i wanna let it out. but even if i do. itll feel freaking awkward. a lot of cussing. and you probably wont follow a word im saying. but yeah. ehh. uhh. gonna go now?

wow okay. using my laptop for the first time since foreeeeever. anyhow, just usin the 30 minutes free time i have before going to freaking chinese school. i hate chinese school. 3 freaking hours listening to a teacher yelling at you and throwing at you a bunch of BS. and she thinks shes so perfect..she thinks she knows everythinggg. freaking annoying. haha michele gave me good advice. tune it out. although it is kinda hard to tune out with a teacher screaming and throwing crap at you. -sigh- but western day was fun. got arrested outta nowehre for being a hou/hoe. but then renz bailed me out XD YAY RENZ. lol. but yeah. it was jesse's last day @ whitney today. D: mannn he was like the best new kid friend i had....sigh. haha i was really sad when i found out. and then i got pissed at hager for making him leave XD. danngg. that reaaaly stinks.

and yesterday i improved dramatically on my mills. i almost did 2 rounds. like. and i was really consistent. YAY. haha. i still havent given up on break dancing. ive got hope! LOL.

haha mann. i feel sad for all MUNers. haha people are like emo at lunch studying for MUN -coughandycoughcough- lol. but anyways g`luck on yer conference/mock conference or whatever you guys are doing today/tomorrow. hahah. and maybe take some antisress pills. mannn MUN is sooo much extra work...dang mann. NITIN said he was like struggling and like even HE said he was suffering. and when NITIN the uber nerdy curry crew says something's stressful, it must be pretty dang stressful. ahh and all that extra work...for what benefits? i mean unless if you're best delegate or you do something big....man yall are just wastin away that precious time...those whitney kids (WTF IM DISCRIMINATING AGAINST MYSELF)

but anyways...many forms of ranting today. semi rant on MUN and semi rant on chinese skoos.
blah. werdna is out.

wowww. turns out i didnt revise. sorry.

but anyways, my life is boring enough for yall not to wanna know. mmhmm. theres a revised test schedule thingy for 4th quarter comps. on whitneyhs.org. if you wanna see. just pushed one day back.or w/e. anyways...not much h/w today. subs in rosenberg and brice so got to finish written homework. although i still have to study for rosenberg. anyways, gotta read TKAM. theres like 70 pgs of reading. so gotta get going. and then i revised my "bible reading/memorizing" schedule. now its i study for rosenberg at night when im waiting for my mom to finish showering (like 10-15 minutes, but thats just about how much time i spend every morning studying while eating breakfast.) then i get more time to read in the morning. wake up @ 6 flat, then during breakfast. and if im done studying early, then more time to me. or i could just stay up later after mom's done and shes gonna go to sleep to study hist/read bible. today is heroes. so im probably gonna be kinda distracted from studying. so ill study as much as i can, then after mom "tucks me in (XD I STILL DO THAT!)" then i can study thoroughly. so yeah. im only writing this so i remember. so if this is rather monotonous, sorry! if not, wow. im surprised. you quite thoroughly enjoy the life and schedule of andrew hou. maybe you could write a biography. XD

yeaah. no brice test back today cuhs of sub. dangg. sucks. gotta go do french h/w and dej.

aha. thanks for encouragement!
anyways..ive devised a plan. i started it yesterday! get up at like 6:00, do jumpingjacks or whatever to wake me up, then memorize some verses, then @ night in free time waiting for mom to finish shower. or it could be vice versa. anyways, gon watch ironman on DVD now! more updates @ weekend!

mannn. freaking. sorry. havent updated in a while. just never get enough time to finish posts. should be reading mockingbird right now.

but i needed to rant/ vent/whatever, gaaah i feel soooo lost. and like i try to be happy, but i cant. like. im soo lost. and i got soo close like after my other rants earlier in the year and after the retreat. but iono. i just dont feel im spending enough time. with him. its like....ive been so caught up with homework and crap, and i cant read in the morning cuhs thats my study time. i mean i guess i can...no wait i cant cuhs i have to study freaking organelles. see what i mean? like i have all these quizzes. and like i dont hav ethat extra time in the night cuhs my mom makes me sleep at like 930 so i cant pus it in. and even at the end of the day at night when im waiting for my mom to finish showering, i can never fit anything in. and it just...iono. pisses me off. saddens me. that i cant. and i know i cant be happy without God. i mean hes my source of like everything. and..ughh. i know im bad. i need some time to fit things in. but i just cant. i remember when id memorize verses like mad (i memorized romans 5-8..dang!). and i want to be able to rememorize but i never find the time. and when i dont feel like memorizing and just reading, i have no idea what to read. maybe i should start a reading track? but then i dont get time to memorize...or maybe just when im done memorizing or when i dont feel like i can do reading track. but still. i feel so fuuureaking lost. and then i have all these other issues. and im like freaking torn. and i dont like it. i really dont. i hate it. but i need to spend time with Him. i need it. it just like, puts 10 kajillion pounds on my heart that i cant..... i need help. hahah i hope juju reads this so he can give me his uber spiritual advice. XD maybe ill just try getting up earlier in the morning to read/memorize. then thats my source of energy for the day. i guess when i get used to waking up early theni can do it better, okay thats my goal for life. =)