yeeupp. got a new HDTV to put in ma room like yesterday. hahaha. 22" samsung. pretty nice looking. and makes cool noises when you turn it on/off. haha i might even take a picture. anyways. mills still at the same status. but still. i will get it down. haha. erm. still need to do bio reading thingy. and yeaah. viola collab with piano preparing for recital thingy at like 5. blah. soo lazy. i dont wanna do three pages! LOL XD THATS NOTHING COMPARED TO WHAT SOME OF YOU DO. XD but im still quite lazyish anyways. mann i feel so shallow. reading people's blog.and then everyone's posts are so freaking deep. and im sitting here, talking about my new samsung HDTV...i feel like my life's a lot easier than other peoples...but when i think of it...ive tuned out a lot of my troubles. its just become a habit. i remain unphased about things that 5 years ago i wouldve been totally shaken...its not like im not hurt...its just that ive become. semi numb. i do come to think of it sometimes. and it does hurt when i do think about it. just not as much. haha im being very vague. and i wanna let it out. but even if i do. itll feel freaking awkward. a lot of cussing. and you probably wont follow a word im saying. but yeah. ehh. uhh. gonna go now?