so anyways everyone this year said that christmas did not feel like christmas.
which it didnt for me either. so i agree.
im not sure what it was about it, but for some reason i felt no holiday cheer this year. well some, but not too much. maybe it was because of the semi-lack of spending time with family?? on christmas i went to disneyland third-wheeling with my sister and her bf, so was that it? or was it just the crazy sunny weather that totally contradicts the stereotypical snowy cold christmas weather? although im sure christmas weather in cali is always sunny anyway.....
so i dont get it and i give up. and i dont really care that it didnt feel like christmas either because we get 2 weeks off of break, so im happy.
anyways i got a free ipod from ben :OOO apparently he got an ipod as a gift from some family friends, and so he gave me his ipod nano that he used before which is actually new (the ones with video cameras!).
and then i broke his bike booohooo so im prolly gonna go and get him a hekka nice bike for his bday gift. :D
and we're watching avatar 3D on his bday. hahahah even though we already watched avatar (not in 3D, we missed it because we had to go back to his house after i broke his bike so the time was too late QQ). whatever he liked it, and i liked it too so its all good.
ooooh hahahaha nd yesterday i went to marukai. :D didnt get any pencils for anyone (or myself), sorry. but i did get a nice cell phone ornament! hahhhahahah its like a huge bread doll! like buo luo mian bao! the pineapple bun or something and then like a faux-chocolate face. and it smells good too! it smells like toast from guppy or something.
speaking of guppys, the day i went to disneyland all i ate was a churro and cotton candy. so when we got back from disneyland at around 8, we rushed over to grab some pho which was yum yum yum so good after not eating for almos tthe whole day. then we went to guppy's and grabbed some toast and a shaved ice with a buttload of stuffs like strawberry mango and taro and red bean which was reallllllly good. so i went from starving to overly stuffed in about an hour and a half. impressive.
QQ after a week of playing around, i have to start working again D:
ooooooh we got panettone from sister's bf! thats soooome good stuff even though ive never had it before but DAAAAAAANG its good. still working on it! :D
yeah so i guess things have been eventful. the church retreat was fun too! we got snoooow yay and we went sledding hahahahahahahaha. yeah it was fun :D
now i really need to start running ZOMFG. hahahahaha ugh i feel so disgusted at my laziness. too lazy to go to morning track practices. geeeeesh im never gonna get back in shape. ewwwwwww and this year just doesnt seem all too goooooooood theres gonna be a maj overlaod of people and then less fun. or maybe its because i might be people-phobic. thats probably it. ohh joy. yeah but ive beyotched about this a hundred times about how IM JUST NOT FEEELING IT. sigh.
anyway imma go now that was a nice blog of my first week of winter break in a nutshell. (:
Monday, December 28, 2009
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
im tired. and sick. tired and sick of life. i give up.
soooo yeah. my eye is only gonna get better in around 2-3 months. apparently its a chalazion...a bigger and longer lasting version of a stye. i could get it surgically removed, but thats a pain. but then again, to wait 2-3 months for it to go away is also a pain. very nice.
track season soon. def not feeling it. ugh im toooo slow now. D: and i know i should do something about it....but im lazy too. greaaaaaaaat. and all these new people are starting to intimidate me. and these new people who are really cocky are starting to annoy me. wonderful.
life is wonderful. and im hella sick of it. my health is dying. my vigor and strength and energy is dying. all the people/things i love are falling away from me. my willpower is dying. plus i feel like a steaming piece of poop. yay. hopefully winter break will fix me up. (:
soooo yeah. my eye is only gonna get better in around 2-3 months. apparently its a chalazion...a bigger and longer lasting version of a stye. i could get it surgically removed, but thats a pain. but then again, to wait 2-3 months for it to go away is also a pain. very nice.
track season soon. def not feeling it. ugh im toooo slow now. D: and i know i should do something about it....but im lazy too. greaaaaaaaat. and all these new people are starting to intimidate me. and these new people who are really cocky are starting to annoy me. wonderful.
life is wonderful. and im hella sick of it. my health is dying. my vigor and strength and energy is dying. all the people/things i love are falling away from me. my willpower is dying. plus i feel like a steaming piece of poop. yay. hopefully winter break will fix me up. (:
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
crazy
tuesday.
crazy tuesday. :)
nothing too eventful in life. life is somewhat bland.
but hopefully winter break will be fun :)
first week occupied with church conference then retreat right after....then outing with mom, me, janice and her buff bodybuilder bf. whom i actually really like hahahaha hes a nice guy. (: and hes half french ooooh dang his french speaking is so fluent and intimidating :OOOO
and then 2nd week=resting at home.
and hopefully some running. :) training jeremy? :D
so yeah i have some pretty good expectations for winter break. (:
because somebodaaay or somethaaaang needs to save me from skewl because its getting pretty damn boring.
of course everyone thinks that but yeah.
plus i wanna rest up. even though i usually get good nights of sleep. sleeping more dont hurt. or does it???
charlie brown christmas on today. (: charlie brown is awesome. hehhehehehe/
oh and winter break resting=badddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd withdrawal afterwards. hahahahaha i always sleep til kinda sorta late (cant really sleep in, my body is like fully awake by 9 max)....and then when school starts again, waking up at 6:00=HELLLLLL=wake up later.
it always happens/
last year i woke up at like 6:00 everyday pretty easily. after winter break i eventually pushed back my wakeup time to like 645 looooool.
oh and im taking a urine test tomorrow for some insurance program! fun! at 700 in the morning. me thinks i will hold in my morning piss (though that will be kinda sorta painful) and then wait. of course then id have more than enough piss for the sample but WHATEVER ITS TMI RIGHT NOW.
and YAY MY PHONE IS FINALLY UNLOCKED HAHAHAHAH! :D
getttting colderrrrr. which i kindasorta like =) its actually kinda refreshing.
of course I HATE THE RAIN THOUGH.
oh yay charlie brown! hehehehehe i kindasorta like the song they sing even though they sound really gay. i think i only like it because its associated with charlie brown.
awwww awwww awww! charlie brown dont get no christmas cards in the mail. "i know nobody likes me, but why do they have to have a holiday to emphasize it??" awwwwwwwww sho sad :'( or maybe not maybe im just gay who knows.
now im being random and i probably sound like a second grader so ill stop now!
OH RIGHT! and if you want something for christmas, ask me! and ill try to get it for you. although i am kinda short on money but whatever. so yeah!
crazy tuesday. :)
nothing too eventful in life. life is somewhat bland.
but hopefully winter break will be fun :)
first week occupied with church conference then retreat right after....then outing with mom, me, janice and her buff bodybuilder bf. whom i actually really like hahahaha hes a nice guy. (: and hes half french ooooh dang his french speaking is so fluent and intimidating :OOOO
and then 2nd week=resting at home.
and hopefully some running. :) training jeremy? :D
so yeah i have some pretty good expectations for winter break. (:
because somebodaaay or somethaaaang needs to save me from skewl because its getting pretty damn boring.
of course everyone thinks that but yeah.
plus i wanna rest up. even though i usually get good nights of sleep. sleeping more dont hurt. or does it???
charlie brown christmas on today. (: charlie brown is awesome. hehhehehehe/
oh and winter break resting=badddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd withdrawal afterwards. hahahahaha i always sleep til kinda sorta late (cant really sleep in, my body is like fully awake by 9 max)....and then when school starts again, waking up at 6:00=HELLLLLL=wake up later.
it always happens/
last year i woke up at like 6:00 everyday pretty easily. after winter break i eventually pushed back my wakeup time to like 645 looooool.
oh and im taking a urine test tomorrow for some insurance program! fun! at 700 in the morning. me thinks i will hold in my morning piss (though that will be kinda sorta painful) and then wait. of course then id have more than enough piss for the sample but WHATEVER ITS TMI RIGHT NOW.
and YAY MY PHONE IS FINALLY UNLOCKED HAHAHAHAH! :D
getttting colderrrrr. which i kindasorta like =) its actually kinda refreshing.
of course I HATE THE RAIN THOUGH.
oh yay charlie brown! hehehehehe i kindasorta like the song they sing even though they sound really gay. i think i only like it because its associated with charlie brown.
awwww awwww awww! charlie brown dont get no christmas cards in the mail. "i know nobody likes me, but why do they have to have a holiday to emphasize it??" awwwwwwwww sho sad :'( or maybe not maybe im just gay who knows.
now im being random and i probably sound like a second grader so ill stop now!
OH RIGHT! and if you want something for christmas, ask me! and ill try to get it for you. although i am kinda short on money but whatever. so yeah!
Sunday, December 6, 2009
tis beginning to loook a lot like christmas!
in a christmasty mood today. (:
stoked for breaaaaaaak. im always stoked for days off of skewls. (:
track season is coming. but i feel lazy. and i dont feel as good about track anymore. theres so many people!
i guess people kinda intimidate me?? hahahaha yeah probably....
i wasnt like that when i was little though....maybe some childhood scarring occured ????
damn im one messed up child.
sooooo yeaaah. im not quite sure what to feel about this year. kinda crappy i guess. and then my moms going nuts over APs and SATs and extracurriculars all of a sudden. so all this time she has been a typical college freak mom. she just never shwoed her true colors.
but then again i really dont care too much now. i feel no need to try anymore. because im sure there a lot more deserving and talented people out there and so i cant compete with them anyway so whats the point! of course im not aiming community college low...but id probably be okay with like....a really low UC?/maybe a calstate. i dont know. alls i know is that im fallllllin way behind and im not doing ANYTHING college-productive.
anyways christmas break. church retreat yayyyyyyyyy! except oh yeah i think i already made the little rant about how its not really official because our young people group is so small.
whatever.
fun./
stoked for breaaaaaaak. im always stoked for days off of skewls. (:
track season is coming. but i feel lazy. and i dont feel as good about track anymore. theres so many people!
i guess people kinda intimidate me?? hahahaha yeah probably....
i wasnt like that when i was little though....maybe some childhood scarring occured ????
damn im one messed up child.
sooooo yeaaah. im not quite sure what to feel about this year. kinda crappy i guess. and then my moms going nuts over APs and SATs and extracurriculars all of a sudden. so all this time she has been a typical college freak mom. she just never shwoed her true colors.
but then again i really dont care too much now. i feel no need to try anymore. because im sure there a lot more deserving and talented people out there and so i cant compete with them anyway so whats the point! of course im not aiming community college low...but id probably be okay with like....a really low UC?/maybe a calstate. i dont know. alls i know is that im fallllllin way behind and im not doing ANYTHING college-productive.
anyways christmas break. church retreat yayyyyyyyyy! except oh yeah i think i already made the little rant about how its not really official because our young people group is so small.
whatever.
fun./
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