k back from running/exercising.
half mile today in...
2:20.53! yay new record. ahahah with my new 7.3 oz nikes ahaha so light.
yeeaah. ahh man i just remembered about challenges. and im freaking scared. i think imma fail. ahaha but i hope i win. i mean, i got this far, i dont wanna lose it. but look at the odds: pauline=4 yrs, me=2 yrs. im noob compared to her. D: i feel really emo/depressed and last really really really apprehensive/scared. thanks juju for encouraging me. plus, she has a much bigger advantage. she has NOTHING to lose if she loses, i have EVERYTHING to lose. so less pressure on her. dammnit i need to out do her somehow...dude imma do crazy dynamics and bowings and staccatos and vibrato and own her soul ahahaha. hopefully. too much pressure though. =/
okay im really scared. i shall leave now. trembling in fear.
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