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okay. so. i havent been on in a while. and i was too lazy to make the "cribs" video. soo, i think imma start working on it today. and you know how i said id have it out by tomorrow? im thinking ill have it out later. i dont wanna make any predictions just quite yet. but.. be patient.. ill have it up when i want to have it up.
so my cbox has become a rant center. i gues im open to that, as long as yall keep it clean aiight? so ive been noticing some growing life on my blog, ya know. more ppl visiting. thats good. like. i havent been on this in a few days, so sorry about that. anyways. something that made me really happy.
anyways, this thing. has been found out yesterday. our youth group for church (btw our church is small, so the youth group is small, but i kinda like it that way, just because you get to know each person a lot more) is going on a retreaattt to san bernadino mtns on good friday 3 day weekend. whooott! the last time ive been to those mtns was in 6th grade camp, and the last time it was a church retreat was like... 4 years ago. so im really excited. and i hear its reallly nice too. i feel that god's really blessed our youth group. i mean, its really small. and its such a blessing that even if we're really small, we're all so close together and so passionate for god, and everything we do is really fun. and i also think its such a blessing that we have people in their 40s that really give the meetings more depth. and im really grateful for the people who arranged it (amy and susanna, they're my optometrists), b/c it takes so much time to plan this stuff. anyways, i just lift it all up to god to give me this opportunity.

anyhoos, life has been good. actually. yesterday wasnt so good. until the young ppls meeting at church. b/c my mom was like, pssing off at me. and. she made me cry. so. i dont know. she always has her on and offs. most of the time shes fairly positive towards me, so im not making such a big deal over it. anyhoos, look for some more videos with pekkie, coming sooon! (if you want a dvd, its never too late to ask. its freee!) oh yeah, and yesterday, while my mom was mad, she made me do less AIM, so yeah. ill have like, a hiatus on AIM with occasional sign ons. thisll be my online haven i guess.