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so this is gonna be stored as a draft throughout the week. and so ill have my thoughts per day here. just because. i dont know. i dont feel like as much as a blog addict. and to add suspense! (for anyone who actually avidly reads this thing anyway -_________-)

monday, may 11
i believe the word of the day was "swim babies" hahahaha avery. HAHAHAHA AVERY. and his special relationship with a) a hot white girl from like laguna beach or something, b) _______________, or c) ____________. LOL. b and c arent too descriptive, are they? anyways, orchestra was. LAME. as usual. outbreak is getting interesting (i felt like falling asleep for some reason though). 1:38 lap for PE. MAN IM SO OUT OF SHAPE. HOLY CRAP. I WAS SOOOO TIRED AFTER DOING THAT. (hahaha i just remembered my stomach hurt. jiggy again! DUDE AND IT WAS SUPER JIGGLY DURING JUMPING JACKS EWWWWWWWWWWWWW). but i need to get back in shape. :D shirtless track peoples are hot. LOL JKJKJKJK. its weird. cuz javi has like a crazzzzzyyyy tan and its like WHAAAAAAAAA!?
yeah im pretty high right now. switched seats in brice. stuck with vignesh again. FML. french=MAJ FAKEOUT OF MRS. HAHN LMAO SUB. freddy and bilas switched places and identities for a period. LMAO. yeeeeeeeeeah. did i mention i really really really like them godiva truffles i sent my mom? yeah im craving them. but i dont wanna be a truffle hog. since its MY MOMS TRUFFLES. but truffles in general are quite delectable. :D
i get into a lotta little skirmishes with tim. its weird. i tiger claw him, and he like pokes me in the side and squeezes my frail hands which makes me roll to the ground and look pathetic. and then i scream and yell and he lets go. and then i slap him again and it just starts oveeeeeer and oveeeeeer. but its fun. watching that fool get mad and everything. hahahahahaha. hes just one of those people. in a good manner, of course.
i shall do homeworksickles now.
and i really do hope you'll be better by relay. and i hope the WHOLE THING will be gone. not just a tiny morsel. i want it behind us. i dont care how much time it takes, as long as it happens. (although asap would be nice). but i shouldnt be giving commands. but i guess thats just..my innermost wishes? at this moment. so yeahs.


tuesday, may 12
i might be quick to judge, but i think the ice is melting. even if not all, i think its starting. but maybe im just delusional.
anyways, today was....eh. only one lap for PE today. suckers who just came back from swim and vball had to run a mile. :P its okay though. pwahahahaha. yeah i feel like im getting really out of shape. or its just my retarded jiggly stomach. i need to get back in shape! but i have nowhere to run in my community. grawrrrrr. whateverssss i guess weekends + PE will have to do. it feels very nasty to be out of shape. :P
anyways,ive gots some homeowkrs to do. oooh i got a medal for placing in the french national! madame picked it up! its nice. :D :D :D hahaha first medal. like ever. although i sure wish my first medal was from track and field. D: argggg i must get faster so i can get medals. :D :D :D yeah, im lame. but i like medals. they feel nice and look nice and make me feel nice.
so today, overall felt pretty good. nothing that bad, actually. watched "downfall" in rosenberg, partied (as usual) in french, ugly drawings in brannen (LOL I SUCK AT DRAWING), brice is brice..., and finished outbreak in perry, with a virus notification coming up in the intense helicopter scene. and the virus notification was like WHOA WHAT A COINKYDINK! LOL. im worried for perry's computer. she gets a lotta viruses.
anyways, people like to ask WHY people enjoy track/running. heres my take:
1) watching yourself improve and get more fit and in shape throughout the year. its a nice feeling. :D
2) just pushing through the pain and crossing that finish line in the meet makes up for it all (its even better if you win, or do well)
3) interacting and having fun with people while running is awesome
4) the feeling of going fast is really awesome. like really really awesome.
5) the soreness you get feels good. :D
6) after meets, when you're super tired, EATING! ZOMFG FOOD TASTES SOOO MUCH BETTER AFTER A MEET.
7) SLEEPING AFTER MEETS (my bed feels 10397102983x comfier on meet days) :D
8) the adrenaline pumping through your blood pre-race, and then managing your thoughts and like pushing yourself during the race

so that is my "why track is fun 101" hahahaha that rhymes. but seriously, theres no words to describe why track is so super fun. it just...is. those are just some things. it sounds lame on paper, but if you try it, if you experience it, it feels really good. even thinking about feeling those feels really good.
so yeaaaaaaaaaah imma go now, to do homework. yay for crazy tuesdays and getting out at 145. :D
& i have a random super small cut on my left index finger. and it hurts. its one of those cuts that are superduper small that still hurt like a mother. yeah whatever im a sissy. :P

wednesday, may 13
yeaaaaaaah. today was weird. lol. i think the ice is breaking a little more. well, at least you're talking. i get that you're still mad. but if you were mad because there was something there, thats a different story. because i had no flippin idea there was something there.
TRACK JACKETS TODAY! they match the shirts. :D uhhh what else!? i did the career project interview today. that was kewls. the guy was cute. not in looks, but personality. cuz hes a fob! and so he was like stuttering with his english. made me smile. my house smells like....clean. cuz the cleaners came today. grrr i hate that smelll though. stooopid.
GAH FAHRENHEIT TEST TOMORROW. its kinda abrupt, it seems.(WHOA TALKING LIKE YODA!!!) like she didnt go through ANYTHING on fahrenheit so hearing we have a unit test is like SAY WHAAA?
or its just me letting up again. i think ive stopped stressing on tests. i think im really slacking. like instead of worrying and studying the small, minute details, i think ive slouched so that im only surfacing through the material. yeah its prolly just 4th quarter syndrome. y'know, the feeling whre you want school to just freakin end already!? HOW MANY TIMES DO I HAVE TO SAY THAT. i hope once this whole fahrenheit crap is over, brannen will hurry up and chillax. >< LOL. today madames dog died. AND SHE DIDNT COME BECAUSE SHE WAS SOOO SAD. thats like really like WHOA cuz its like DANG REALLY CLOSE TO UR DOGGG! i cant imagine madame crying. shes always such a chill teacher. :O imma start hw now.
[x] math wksht
[ ] study f451
[ ] SR 47.1
[ ] history 16.3 wksht (SHUT UP WE'RE BEHIND)
and averys on the verge of telling me something exciting. :D :D :D and i was planning on posting this friday, but i couldnt resist. plus i figured this post is long enough. :D HAVE FUN READING THIS. oh and im not going to exeter summer school! too young to board a plan solo. :D so i can chill in socal for summer. yeeeee.
dude my neighbor has golden grillzzzz.DEYUM HES A TRUUU GANGBANGER. i can only hope to achieve that coolness. :P