bugs suck

this week has not been a good week.
i mean, bugs-wise.
ive been attacked by bugs one too many this week.
so wednesday morning or something, i walk into my shower, like i usually do. i feel a webbish weird-ish thing hit my face.so im like.."oh boy, spider web" i look around. and then i turn. AND SEE A HUGE WHOPPIN DADDY LONG LEGS IN THE SHOWER. so im freaking out, and im yelling degrading words at that freakin spider, aiming the shower head at it. i was like "WHAT WHATCHU GONNA DO SPIDER WHAT WHAT WANNA MESS" yeah. that's right. pretty BAMF huh? (HAHAHAHA YEAH RIGHT)

and then today. twas 5th period. i was working very valiantly on my trig warm up. the class is nice and ambient. i feel a lil tingling itch crawling feeling on my leg, so im like "whoopdeeedoooooo whats that!?!?" i look down on my leg, and LO AND BEHOLD, i see a creature that is like 2 times the size of my eraser (and my erasers pretty damn big) with legs sprawled all over (i could see the little legs and stuff), and my sympathetic division of the autonomic nervous system (i am a nerd) pulled a fight AND flight response, so i jump out of my desk and yell "WHOA!" the whole class looks at me funny. the bug thingy is off my leg. im like "uhh i thought there was like a spider on my leg..." now the whole class is looking at me like im hallucinating. then vince and charles go "LOOK A HUGE COCKROACH...WHOA THATS HUGE!!!" yeah. long story short, a cockroach climbed on my leg, and i burst out of my seat. you know, my heart rate never fully went down after that. i was queasy the whole period. thanks viggy for scaring me with your finger. -__________________-

so yeah. this was the funnest blog post to type in a long time. hope yall enjoyed reading about my failures in dealing with bugs. :P

laaaaaater! gots ta work on dat career project.

anddd yes. im going to exeter (yaaay). but the family's still goin at it. (not my mom...aunt). if you wanna know, ask. ill tell. gladly. but i aint tellin on this blog.
i was fuming last night. fuming. the first time in a loooooooong time i was so genuinely angry. like genuine, real anger. if you havent seen me angry, you dont want to. im scared of myself when im like that. asians. -________- i yell like a madman. so i was angry to the point of shaking and tears. i felt like killing someone. literally. my arms, my hands were shaking. i picked up stuff and threw it at a wall and it went BOOM. not good. but yknow. i wanted to go so bad, and people come and start being lame (i would use more vulgar language, but that aint too good, now if you ask, some vulgar stuff might slip :P). well, theres no refunds for tuition. and my mom really wants me to go and is really supportive. so ill go. but really. bitchy aunts suck. and i have a feeling that the time im gone, some pretty bad stuffs gonna happen. and that doesnt make me at ease. UGH. this is making me feel angry again.

aiight bye guys. :D
and i know a lot more of you read this than you do comment. EVERYONE WHO IS READING THIS MUST COMMENT. stop hiding in your cowardice. -__________- LOL XD jkjk.