resolutions??

1) be nicer. forgive and forget. no more grudges. more kindness. more love. be happier. golden rule??
2) closer to god, yes?
3) excel in one thing or another. coughviola/trackcough tired of mediocrity.
4) try harder ^
5) be more open. stop being such an introvert. get out and get a life.
6) find a purpose to my own life. i still dont know what i wanna be when i grow up. not even the SLIGHTEST tidbit. find a passion, svp.
7) being a better friend. not neglecting relationships. (kinda relates to 1 and a litttttttttle bit to 5, but i didnt wanna stop at 6 resolutions, 7 is better. yes, im superstitious.)

thats about it i think. 2009 was blehish. new year, new decade. shall i make it a good one???

its scary, because after this decades, we'll be settling into adulthood....graduated from college....maybe even settling into jobs and houses....SCARY DUUUUDE.
and think about it, the 00s passed by hella fast. I DONT WANT THE 10s TO PASS THAT FAST OOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMGGGGGGGG. scared of the future. very much. esp becuse its coming at me full speed and, referencing to resolution #6, i STILL DONT KNOW WHAT I WANNA BE. dddddddddeeengit.

kinda sorta writing in fragments. oh wells feel lazy today.

only 2 more days of break!?!?!?