hahahaha thats a facebook group tooo! but yeah i find it extremely rare that i actually put ?/?/10 on my papers and such. too used to 09 hahahahahahaa.
anyways track preseason practice started longtime ago. but me thinks imma go tomorrow hoooooooorah. annd im prolly gonna be the slowest one there QQ. oh wells gotta do whatcha gotta do. and i better pray that track this year ISNT what i think its gonna be.
there are some good things with this whole new influx of a buncha people. for one, i wont seem so loner status hahahahaha. i bet all the seniors last yr thought i was so loner (which i am, but im not AS loner as they might have thought i was). but yeah more people=hopefully more friends? hopefully ill break out of my shy shell. (highly impossible, but you never know).
looool which reminds me about banquet last year. cough jaydee mentioning me and my lonerness. indirectly and more subtly, but nonetheless pointing to my lonerness. he said i "dont talk/socialize-ish." which i take to be calling me loner. but he had the idea correct. hahahahaha.
yeah but that was part of my resolution right? be more open and less bleeeeh un social and stuff? so yeah hopefully i can achieve that :/ sometimes (or actually all the time, for different things) i really really hate myself and who i am. sometimes i wish i was more social. for some reason i always blame my unsocialness on genetics or something. dunno why. i always think people are born social. or thats just always been my mindset. but obviously they're not!
this is like my 486th postish? not bad, huh. (:
if you include the posts on my private blog, thats 500. (: hehehehehehehe yaaaaaaaaaay.
actually i meant to say something else but my mind jumped to that topic and now i lost what i was gonna say. oh goshdarnit!
hahahahahah i thought i was so subtle by deleting that one post. -_________- i really did though until michelle commented and then andy told me that he saw it too. thats great. but yeah i deleted it because i feared of some flaming or some upsetness that might arise because for some reason posts like that seem to cause insurrections (hahahahaha les miserables). mini insurrections, but insurrections nonetheless. social insurrections though, not physical or political either hahaha.
this is actually a pretty long post, im surprised im so full of ideas today.
and now i have to go eat. and after that, read palmer. i love life. not.
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i start writing 01/05/0 and i'm about to write 9 and im like OH SHOOT and i squeeze in a 1
me too me too im like that too :O
because i don't talk a lot
^ MICHELLECHANG! I DO THE SAME THING.
I SAW IT TOO O:
& you're not shy, man! you're not shy around us in english :) but i think that's just cause you favor us more than your track friends ;) TEHEHEHERS! Or maybe not.
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