its hot hot hot

not as hot as fahrenheit 451. HAHAHA GET IT GET IT?
hahaha yeaah but itss blaaazzinnn. 96 degreess. deyum, aaaaaaaaandd im not going swimming like i said i would. my mom wont let me. ><>< and so shes afraid ill get sick.
buttt i AM going runnninggg yeee!
and imma have to run with cell phone in hand to time myself because freaking watch timer is broken -_________- hooow lame.
sooo anyways...spring break is like...over. pretty much. yeah. theres just like...what...18 more hours til its school again. technically, 17 hours and 30 minutes, but thats just anal and besides the point.
so recap of my spring break:
1) san fran
2) no running/barely any
3) last minute run
4) nothing accomplished except read 1st part of fahrenheit
5) didnt dooo anytthinggg else except pig out at home and game with ben

wow. how uneventful. and this is gonna be the last "free" spring break. like seriously, next spring break we'll all be cramming for APs...and god knows what. argh. i hate growing up.
which provides a nice segway (or however u spell it) to the whole im scared of the future thing. or did i already say? whatever, now you all know, im very very frightened of the future. i hate growing up. whyyy cant i be like a little kiddy, who doesnt have to worry about all the nuances of an adult's life? well, im even scared of the rest of high school. dealing with SATs, and APs and all these tests that pretty much determine your future (or at least in an asian parent's eyes)...and so your parents make you do all this prep and a buttload of other work...then when you grow up...dealing with getting a job...finanacial management...kids?...supernanny hahaha. thats one of my favorite shows to watch when im bored. actually, i watch it every friday. (literally NOTHING good is on on fridays, unless if you'd like to prove otherwise? no cable...i only have them crummy local channels). but i dont think kids will be THAT much of a pain...maybe when they're toddlers and you have to do all the diaper work and whatnot...but still. jobs...in this economic wreck? and then houses? and then financial management and bills and blah blah blah. i'd rather not think about it...and wait til it comes and smacks me hard in the head. :D

so anyways, i just toook a nice lil run. 400 repeats. 72/74. ehhhhh thats ishhh.considering i havent run in a week...and that instead of walking in between i was jogging...and also the place i was in had like a lot a lot a lot of turns and it was like a square-ish track so the turns were freakin terrible..but thats besides the point.

so im tired of blogging (WHOA) for today at least. or yeah. i really dont have much else to say and thinking up deep stuff is just too much for my brain to handle in one day. hahahha my mind is weak. deal with it.