by joe request i will blog. wow. havent blogged in ferrrever. i think its cuhs ive just been really really really really bored. oh. here. imma do a vlog to replace this post...yeah anyways...the vlog is underneath. now...for other stuff. hehe this weekend was a good weekend for me at church. i shared saturday night (young peoples meeting) and i actually brought myself to share for the first time in the big lords table meeting w/ all the adults and elders and whatnot. kinda intimidating but im glad i did it. ahaha really glad. im pretty sure this was my fave lords day meeting so far. aha i tend to enjoy the ones in which i partake in myself. and its really striking. like how everything we do has to be for the lord. ike when we read the bible, IT HAS TO BE FOR HIM, like everything we do in our christian life should be focused on pleasing god and not ourselves or other people. the whole point is god, and our heart has to be right, and we need to do it willingly too. its not just going thru the motions. its a sincere desire to please god and bring forth a candid and sincere offering to him. its not us first, its god first, and just giving him a total surrender, the "keys to our hearts." aha and i feel i really need to remember that, its the only way god can be pleased and the only way that he can work through us. k technical difficulties for uploading lol. soooooo tomorrow or sometime later this week?