meet+nightmare

so i shouldnt be posting but i have a lot to talk about.
still doesnt justify me posting.

anyways, first things first!
meet on wednesday=nooooooot bad. :)
PR'ed in the mile. 5:43 vs 5:50 from last time. beat an indian guy on the last 200 meters. kick felt good. indian guy congrats'd me afterwards. good sportsmanship. :D

no PR in the 800m though. D: 2:30 flat. i was hoping for at least a 2:29 (tie PR).....but its okay. twas windy yesterday...........though i shouldnt make any excuses. just drives me to train harder. but i passed someone on the last straightaway and that really pushed my kick :D

so yeaaaah that meet was kewls cause i passed people on the end and the kick felt awesome.
the steak i ate at home afterwards was awesome too. and my bed was just the comfiest (comfyest??)....most comfy thing i've ever lay/lie (GOSH I HATE THESE GRAMMATICAL TECHNICALITIES) on.

but i had a terrrrible dream that night. my sleep was really rejuvenating and i woke up a like 620 and i felt eneeeeergized but damn had a terrible nightmare.

so anyways.....what happened was....well all i remember is some specific parts. and i hate this thing about dreams where during the dream, it feels super scary, but then when you recall it, its not scary at all....and i also hate how i can never remember the full details about the dream, because if i could, i think it would seem a lot scarier.
so anyway, i thiiiiiink i was out with my sister and some of her friends (for some odd reason), and my mom stayed home. and then suddenly im back home and i recall some warning that i got that people would break into our house? (im really paranoid about that, btw..)....then i tell my mom? and we're standing in the kitchen....and we hear pounding on our garage. and i remember saying..."they're here....good thing they can't get in..." but then my moms like..."no, they'll find a way in..." and then she nervously points to like the chimney and these two demonic looking guys (they were pretty slender and they were dressed up in a clown outfit....except a really demonic clown outfit....and im trying to remember WHO they remind me of but i cant put a name to the faces...but they looked really scary and intimidating...D: it doesnt help that im scared of clowns D:).....then they jump down and tie us up in the kitchen and they go through our house and they jack all this stuff and they threatened us not to move and AHHHHHHHHH so scary.
but see, it didnt sound that scary, right? dreams suck. telling dreams suck more, because you're like, oh dang i had an epic scary nightmare and it doesnt even sound scary at all. -______________-

so im pretty surprised i got three comments last time. :O
and yes joe, im pretty aware that tumblrs prolly reaaaaaaaaaal popular, but i like this thing better . sorry D:
and yes everyone, i WILL kill myself next year.

OH! oh damn that was a good transition...but very inadvertedly. freaking moses OH didnt show up at the meet. i dont know if he quit track or what......BUT HE WASNT THERE >_> i need my revenge raaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawwwwwwwrrrrrrrrr. im gonna hunt him down now. nooooooo justkidding im not like that.
but still....what a bummer :/

on another note, track seasons almost over. shucks. :/ disclaimer: the next thing imma say is kinda irrelevant, but if you really wanna get inside my head, then fine. but its more of a note/chastisement to myself so yeah. if you're interested, highlight it. idc.
and i feel like ive wasted half of this season training for the hurdles and i couldve been so much better at the 800/1600 (but ESP the 800) if i HADNT been slacked off and done the hurdles in the beginning of the season. but when i changed, i only had half a season to really push myself and improve, while the other half was thrown down the drain. :/ dangggg that sucks. just means i gots to work even harder next season/potentially offeason!?!?!? :O
but thats just my personal thoughts, pretend you never read it. (if you did)

i bet you still read it.
(or i bet nobodys readng this thing looooooool)

so yeah i guess im done. til the next meet!
as leslie chow said, "so long, gay boys!"
but you guys arent guy, so i should say "toodoloooooooo [expletiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiive]"
although the way he said the last part was the funniest part of the whole statement.
or im just immature. whatever.