feel emo

today is MY emo day. its been prolly the worst day of this whole entire school year. bleh.
actually, the beginning was pretty decent i guess. but i hate how much work i ahve. rosenberg project+test+freaking french skit memorize lines AND IM MAIN PART. and then orchestra. dayum i was scared as heck. for freaking challenge, first part went pretty well. last part...not so well. we sucked. we had to stay later. to work on this part. when everyone was done and was leaving. we were playing. then...the challenge. i lost. ahaha i disappoint juju. and the guys. i lost. and it wouldnt have been so bad IF all these things didnt happen. they just battered me up. and then i got my hopes up for the challenge, trying to be optimistic as i always do, and i fail.

i feel freaking bad right now. i let myself down. but its gotta happen someday. rather have it happen in orchestra than in real classes. =)

so today, 12/1, is my official emo day.

and im surprised how many people took my quiz. although the names....DAYUM THEY'RE EFFING PERVERTED!