haha thanks for those who at least wanted to help. but. i really dont wanna talk about it. with anyone. like. that one day. i was seriously on the brink of suicide. but i didnt. dang. shivvy was right. i might just suicide. XD but maybe.. if it gets that serious again, maybe ill talk.


yess. im better. havent run miles in a long time. just half miles. cuhs basically my event is the half mile. so i tried it. actually. that wasnt the reason. XD its cuhs when i started runnning my stomach started aching cuhs it was only like a few minutes before that i finished eating something. soo yeahh. so running half mile at mile pace (mile pace should be slower since its longer) i got 2:52 twice. if i really tried i think i could land a 2:30-40. world record is 1:41. danggg.

mann.i havent talked with friends in a looonnnggg time.