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haha. i have proof i couldve owned 800! coach sherman said TALL people run it faster. hahah. thats my inspiration to grow tall. which i totally will. XD

dude. im flipping out right now. seriously. i totallytotallytotally missed out on social. i realized i missed out. but today... oh crap man. everyone was talking about how cool it was. and i felt so pissed at my mom for not letting me go. but then i realized heck i shouldnt do that and plus she has a headache so i forgave her inside. i never even told her my anger so i didnt have to forgive her on the outside. but still. i felt like. really bad. cuhs i missed out really bad. D: dude. i couldve broke danced or whatever. or at least do the head bobbing thing. anyways i was really sad today and the fact that everyone was talking about it really rubbed it in my facee. and i know you guys dont mean to do that. its just that it was such a good time you couldnt refrain from doing so. i understand. but now i feel really left out. left out of inside jokes from dc, left out of inside convos about social. and raymondL isnt helping with that. he was like, "where were you?" haha. i shouldve gone like "not studying like what you wouldve been doing" XD but. nah. it wouldve been funny though. he wouldve gotten totally smoookeedd. and he wouldve been like "...dang i got owned" XD but seriously. i was relying on him for my chances i guess he didnt realize it. -sigh- i guess ill be missing out on all the class activities from now on... i guess ill just be left out of the inside convos. maybe i should try sitting somewhere else these next few days until the hype is over....or maybe thatll be even worse... i dont wanna sit around people who will be pervs and cussing and crap. id rather just sit and listen to the inside jokes and whatnot...