bleehhh

ahhhhh wtfffff mannn. im not ready for saturday’s meet. at freaking all. efff. im soooo screwed. i dont even have proper hurdle form. i think i might have to drop outta 300H. D: maybe next meet, or next-next, but this one...i think its waayy too soon. im okay with the 4x800 relay though. :D

then speaking of drawing out...me and jonathan were discussing the hypocrisies of coach. hes always like, “its all for fun” and like “jus try your best, you dont have to win..” but you can totally sense disappointment and stuff when you dont win..or if you drop out or dont feel ready or something. and then when they say “run at your own pace” wtf does that mean!? every time they say that, everyone ends up trying their best. everyone says “its not a race” but really, everyones trying their hardest..thats not pacing...but yeaahh. i hate it because today me jonathan anthony santi and andrew l were singled out during wall to walls. because we’re pretty much the slowest. haha at least im the fastest out of the slowest? but its like wtf why dont you just say we suck and not send us out on a 2 country run and have our own specialized program? thats like giving a fat person fat people clothes (like specially designed ones i think those exist cuz i saw it on tv somewhere) and saying that they’re not fat..just say it man. it doesnt hurt...i guess its the philosophy of “everyones a winner!” sorta thing..but we all know what you’re thinking...

yeah but anyway..got screwed over on bio quiz. for the dichotomous key. i didnt know we had to do the names in binomial nomenclature...hot fudgeeee danggg maannn. hopefully she gives partial credit D:D (thats a duo-face hahaha) =/ =O

yeaaahhhh. and got owned on math test hahaha. freaking..i messed up on adding so i found “d” wrong on one of the sequence/series sets of problems, so when i found d wrong, my explicit was wrong, and then i plugged in explicit, i got it wrong in summation cuz the explicit was wrong, and getting the sum, i got that wrong because d was off. soo yeaah. –9 pts for that whole chain manifesto boom thing. but thats all i missed >< rawr.

currently: sparknoting/cliffnoting huck finn cuz i aint reading all thattt. but thats gonna come back to hit me in the headddd...cuz if we have a unit test imma get raped in quote ID. so imma start reading next section (hopefully).

now im worrying bout track meet again. imma practice hurdles with a makeshift hurdle thing now. bye.